He say she say (Concept inspired by the song)

You told me you wanted to be a father,
but did I listen, I didn't even bother.
I went to the clinic and told the doctor,
to, "Get rid of this life right now that I harbor."
Just makes me sick to my stomach,
because I know that I'm much more smarter.
But it hurts, to know that I took my first,
and then threw it away like garbage.
Burst in tears let him know you serious,
You feel betrayed so dont even ask,
this pain here is forever, will never pass.
I know you seekin for an answer,
to what I was thinkin'.
But you now what the problem is,
I didnt know who the poppa is.
And wanted the keep the same lifestyle,
to drink party all day and act straight wild.
So I guess im partly at fault,
I should of knew from the start.
Cause' i've been kickin' it,
since you I old enough to hold bottles.
Wasn't supposed to get introduced to that,
But I deserve to get used to that.
Now don't get my words twisted,
I aint askin you to come back to me.
Cause' I aint the same person as you once thought,
just it breaks my heart.
That you were willing to do your part,
provide for my baby from the start.
But your a man, so I guess you gotta understand,
thats it my life I hold in my hands.
But since I knew I was gonna have him,
and since it wasnt planned,
I just couldnt give it a chance.

I can't, I won't, I can't, I won't
Let you leave.
I don't know what you want,
You want more from me?

I told you I wanted to be a father,
but did you listen, you didn't even bother.
And went to the clinic and told the doctor,
to, "Get rid of this life right now that I harbor."
Just makes me sick to my stomach,
because I know that your much more smarter.
But it hurts, to know you took my first,
and then threw it away like garbage.
Burst in tears let her know you serious,
Feel betrayed so why even ask,
this pain here is forever, will never pass.
Now im seekin for an answer,
to what you were thinkin'.
But now I see what the problem is,
you didnt know who the poppa is.
And you wanted the keep the same lifestyle,
to drink party all day and act straight wild.
So I guess im partly at fault,
I should of knew from the start.
Cause' you been kickin' it,
since you was old enough to hold bottles.
Wasn't supposed to get introduced to that,
don't deserve to get used to that.
Now don't get my words twisted,
I aint askin you to come back to me.
Cause' you aint the same person as I once thought,
just it breaks my heart.
That I was willing to do my part,
provide for my baby from the start.
But im a man, so I guess I gotta understand,
thats it your life you hold in your hand.
But if you knew you were gonna have him,
but since it wasnt planned,
you still could of gave it a chance.